Confusion & mind games?

i am very confused i went out with my ex boyfriend for 10 months we both really liked eachother & we would always break up & get into stupid fights that i regret now espically. we were both really immature & the last time i dumped him i just wanted a break & he agreed to it, but he didnt seem like he wanted too. after the breakup we fought & went threw a bit of a rough patch we are good friends now but he would always say that he would never go out with me again & when i tried to ask him if he wanted to go out again he said no. he said no 2 times but he said it was because he doesn't want the same relationship as before & everyone would be really annoying & he said alot of other things too. & now im really confused because he sits next to me on the buss basically everyday & he is always trying to get in cheap feels & he talks to me in school & i KNOW that he doesn't hate me & that he likes me as a friend but i dont know if he will ever want to go out again. hes just so confusing & i know that were young so he's immature, but i just don't know if he likes me or not. he sometimes makes fun of me too & tries to get me to feel bad . i know that he's just kidding but i'm just so confused. i do have feelings for him & i do want to go out again beucase it's been 4 months sisne the break up & we get along very well now. i really think that this time off gave us some time to work things out & now we are good & i know that if we go out again things will be so good , i just dont know if he still has feelings for me :( i'm not afraid to move on I know im capable of doing that i just want to know if he still likes me becuase i really have a good feeling about if we go out again